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Sunday, April 26, 2020

New poem: The Spread of Spring


March was the cruelest month,
Swiftly sweeping away the every day:
Shuttering stores, gates down, spaces vacant
Except for shelves, seats, and machines unused.

The winds of winter blew across boroughs, 
arrived on jet streams, breathed new reality into our faces.
Vernal equinox turned us toward more sun
Though we are now shadowed behind our own walls.

In our rooms, some shared, some alone,
We must face the many crowns of this corona,
Like misanthropic monarchs taking over vast regions of our lives,
Bodies decimated by its colonization.

Our only power is staying within
Our own fortresses, reaching out
To the world behind masks,
Waiting and hoping for this epoch to fade.

Now it is April, a kinder month.
While thousands fade with the transient tree blossoms,
Thousands extend from stronger roots,
Growing leaves, together forming canopies for the next season.





Friday, April 17, 2020

"Song of the Pandemic" - a poem I wrote inspired by Walt Whitman's "This Compost"

Song of the Pandemic

          “Now I am terrified at the Earth, it is that calm and patient, 
          It grows such sweet things out of such corruptions,
          It turns harmless and stainless upon its axis, with such endless 
                    successions of diseas’d corpses.” - Walt Whitman 

Only four weeks since stores, schools, and restaurants shut down,
since streets, bridges, and tunnels have become vast, open spaces,
and people have ceased standing side by side on subway platforms or
walking within inches of each other on sidewalks.
Only four weeks since we have retreated to our railroad apartments, highrises, and single-family homes,
since the threat of this virus has flooded our waking and sleeping hours.

How long will this road of isolation and six-foot separation be?
How long will we be sequestered from aging parents, friends, colleagues, neighbors, food servers, baristas, mechanics, ticket sellers, street vendors, museum educators?
How many more thousands of people will have to succumb to this disease,
will shiver, cough, quake, or lose their breath to it? 

How can we find joy when we are separated by barriers: face masks, income gaps, air, windows and walls, our own dark clouds?
Fearing each other’s droplets, close contact, invisible contagion,
how can we continue to connect?

In a time where medical staff, hospital workers, first-responders
are fighting to keep people alive and often losing their own lives,
where weddings are cancelled, births threatened,
how can we keep despair from making us self-destruct?

At home, son and daughter fight over headphones, attack each other
With words, with “you’re always so mean”, “you’re always so selfish”.
They slam doors, kick walls, blame the other.
How can we find harmony in our homes day after day of quarantine?

What would Whitman write during this pandemic?
Would he write a Song for Covid-19?
Would he find a way to celebrate himself and all other city dwellers?

Perhaps this can help save us. To write a song.
For the brook that dazzles in the sun,
the box turtles resting on boulders and tree roots.
For the full cherry blossoms bowing to the wind,
the rain tapping against the glass,
robins and sparrows pecking in the grass.

For each nurse and doctor tending to the sick.
the ambulances that transport them to hospitals,
the oxygen and ventilators helping them breathe.
For each fire fighter and police officer who risks their lives
for civilians’ safety.

Let’s sing to grocery stores and grocers.
After two and a half hours of waiting on line at the food co-op,
I was able to fill my cart with oranges, carrots, spinach, bananas
almond butter, hemp milk, berries, tortilla chips, and scores more.
This song is for all those stockers, cashiers, farmers, factory workers, truckers, and innovators that contributed to this possibility.

For delivery workers and all the items that arrive at our doors.
The routers, wi-fi, laptops, various computer programs,
communication technology and all who run them.
For epidemiologists, journalists, and specialists
who inform the people of this disease.

Let’s sing hope for immunity and rebirth,
restoration of health and work,
for meals for the hungry.
Hope for a new leader who will seek truth and unity for all
and solutions rather than scapegoats.

Despite loss, suffering, and barriers,
we are connected by our fundamental needs of love and life.
Our existence is global, bound by borders,
but we don’t need to be divided.
We will not be taken down by a disease.
Instead we will write songs of praise for heart, laughter, sun, and soil,
Our collective pulse reverberates across hospital floors, cemeteries,
virtual classrooms, homes, and all the spaces we inhabit.


        Brook at Clove Lakes Park during this morning's walk with the dog



Thursday, April 9, 2020

My Daughter's 2nd Blogpost: Summer Bucket List

My daughter, J, turns 13 tomorrow! In the dimension that didn't come into fruition, we would be in Miami with my mom, alternating between pool and beach, driving down to the Keys. In this dimension, we will be celebrating in simpler ways: homemade waffles, vanilla layered cake, talking to Grandma and Grandpa from their sidewalk, FaceTime with friends. And of course, dreaming. Here's J's post:


Since we are in quarantine and I’m pretty sure everyone is dreaming about coronavirus being gone by the summer and having a magical time, here is my summer bucket list: 

  1. Travel to Europe.
  2. Go on a road trip with my best friend.
  3.  Have a picnic on the beach
  4. Build a pillow fort with friends
  5. Go to Coney Island 
  6. Go to a drive in movie theater
  7. Go to Miami
  8. Stay out super late 
  9. Stargaze somewhere outside the city
  10. Finish decorating my room.


Sunday, April 5, 2020

Homemade Hummus

Homemade hummus is a staple in my house. I make it from dried beans which I cook in my multi-cooker.

One of my favorite ways to eat this is on toasted gluten-free bread and whatever other vegetables are in my kitchen. For this pictured lunch, I put sun-dried tomatoes (jarred with oil and spices) and crunchy tempeh bacon on top of the hummus, garnished with romaine lettuce and paprika.



To make hummus, first cook dried chickpeas or use cans. 

1. Cook chickpeas from dried beans:
- soak 2 cups of dried chickpeas overnight
- rinse them and add to multi-cooker (Instant Pot or other; I have a Breville Fast Slow Pro 6 qt. Multi-cooker)
- add 7 cups water
- cook on high for 7 minutes

Even though the cooking time is 7 minutes, the overall process including preheating and pressure release takes about 25-30 minutes. After the chickpeas are cooked and cooled down, you can store them in containers (with the liquid) in the fridge for about 3 days. It is useful to have cooked chickpeas in the fridge at all times. It is such a versatile legume. However, it does spoil quickly. 

2. Hummus Recipe
This recipe was inspired by the Wellness in the Schools recipe that either my son or daughter brought home from their elementary school. This is such a wonderful program that teaches kids how to prepare healthy, simple meals and provides them with pamphlets with these recipes. Here is the website: http://www.wellnessintheschools.org/program/tools/recipes/

Hummus:
4 cups cooked chickpeas (drained though save the liquid)
Juice of 1 lemon
1 large or 2 small garlic cloves
1/4 cup tahini (optional)
1 tsp salt
2 tbsp nutritional yeast
2 tsp zaatar spice (this is such a wonderful spice
1/2c olive oil

Begin by putting the garlic in a food processor. After the garlic is finely chopped, add all of the other ingredients except for the olive oil. Begin to process. Through the opening, add olive oil slowly.

The hummus should be thick, yet light. If it is too dry, add some chickpea liquid (called aquafaba).

Taste and adjust seasoning.

Other ways to eat hummus:
- with carrots
- with pretzels
- on grilled vegetables such as zucchini or eggplant
- as a salad dressing - mix hummus with more aquaba and olive oil





Wednesday, April 1, 2020

"Gifts" of Poetry

The book by my bedside is The Vintage Book of Contemporary World Poetry, edited by J.D. McClatchy. This book has been an integral member of our literary collection. On the inside of the front cover is my husband's name, written some time in the late 1990's when we were both English majors at Hunter College. There are a few colored post-its. The pages are browned, the cover torn and held together by clear packing tape. This anthology has been a part of our life journey ever since we met, traveling with us to Venezuela, Mexico, the Philippines, and many other places we have visited.

Each time I read and reread this book, I travel to various countries and time periods and am able to receive the sensations of each poet's words, witnessing and experiencing the dimensions of certain moments in their lives. The pages are filled with offerings by poets from all over the world, poets not usually taught or included in Norton anthologies. The poems reflect sublime truth and hope in the faces of exile, revolution, and conflict. These poems are about survival and strength of spirit despite the oppressive forces that cannot be controlled. They instill a sense of global worth and connectedness and offer refuge during times of suffering and uncertainty.



In a previous post, I shared a poem from this anthology titled "Reality Demands" by Wislawa Szymborska. This next one is "Gifts" by Shu Ting, a Chinese poet who was forced to leave high school and work in a cement worker during the Cultural Revolution. She started reading and writing poetry at that time, and years later, went on to win several writing awards. This poem is truly a gift.



Gifts

by Shu Ting; translate by Carolyn Kizer

My dream is the dream of a pond
Not just to mirror the sky
But to let the willows and ferns
Suck me dry.
I'll climb from the roots to the veins, 
And when leaves wither and fade
I will refuse to mourn
Because I was dying to live.

My joy is the joy of sunlight
In a moment of creation
I will leave shining words
In the pupils of children's eyes
Igniting golden flames. 
Whenever seedlings sprout
I shall sing a song of green.
I'm so simple I'm profound!

My grief is the grief of birds.
The Spring will understand:
Flying from hardship and failure
To a future of warmth and light.
There my blood-stained pinions 
Will scratch hieroglyphics
On every human heart
For every year to come.

Because all that I am
Has been a gift from earth.